**Sigh**

Just sitting here in the hospital thinking life is simply circuitous. Looking out the window at the dirt movers creating the foundation of the new hospital... Wishing for great health and I won't need to utilize their future services... Bored..... Listening to the news talk about the struggles of the unemployed... Wanting to get this crap out of my lungs.... My mind thinking all things at once.... And being lonely sometimes.... Frustration that I have to call the nurse for my insulin when I usually do it myself at home.... Thinking when will I get that call for transplant.... And where will it be from, LA or San Diego.... That's what it is like being alone in a room in the hospital.